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Nicandra [Unfinished]

by Racecar Racecar

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1.
I wanna build a house with you With windows of an open view I wanna build a home with you With a red door and chimney too Brick by brick With cement to make it stick Like glue Brick by brick With cement to make it stick Like glue I wanna build a house with you A stepping stone garden with bamboo I wanna build a home with you Just like a construction crew Brick by brick With cement to make it stick Like glue Brick by brick With cement to make it stick Like glue Take it away, Amy! Amy: Let's get building everyone! Ellie: Wait where does this part go again? Amy: Do you know anyone with a truck? Ellie: God, is it seriously raining? Amy: (That's not your line) Ellie: Did you ever use one of these before? Amy: Can you please put it where I told you to? Ellie: My right or your right? Amy: Higher, a little higher, no lower, no, a little higher Ellie: Ow! Brick by brick With cement to make it stick Like glue Brick by brick With cement to make it stick Like glue
2.
Nicandra 03:33
Oh, how am I supposed to sleep Knowing every day that passes is another step away from the last time that I saw you? Oh and though your pain is through I can only recall that night as the moment that the moon fell down Oooh and I miss you Oooh and I miss you I've got a feeling that she knows She'll never be alone Her spirit's all around us Even if she can't come home I remember when you said We all return to the source (Oooh and I miss you) And even though I know you're dead I still need your support (Oooh and I miss you) I've got a feeling that she knows She'll never be alone Her spirit's all around us Even if she can't come home Ooooh and I miss you Ooooh and I miss you Oooooh Nicandra Oooh Nicandra
3.
Oh Amy Our hearts keep breaking all the time relentlessly confined Although, Amy When we dance you save me and say everything will be okay And Oh Amelia Please Oh Amelia Please Oh Amelia Please We met awhile ago You know how it went We had a lot of tears back then But I learned something That when I was feeling low and blue You picked me up and you grabbed my shoes and said "Baby, it'll be okay again" And Oh Amelia Please Oh Amelia Please Oh Amelia Please Oh Amy In dreams I'm waiting for things To fall and slip away And though they may, Everyday I've loved you I pray We'll both turn out okay And Oh Amelia Please Oh Amelia Please Oh Amelia Please
4.
Van Gogh 03:22
Each morning I wake up and have a smoke Feed my shopping addiction then remember I’m broke Jump in the shower then it’s all downhill Another stupid day for a quota to fill And I pray I don’t wake up Just hit me with your truck And I always manage to lose something Yesterday my phone and today my keys Work another new job seething through my teeth Get a little bit of cancer from the California heat Each day I’m half asleep At night the thoughts repeat You’re a loser, an idiot, a worn out whore People wouldn’t buy you at a discount store All your friends have been lying to you And they’re secretly replacing you with somebody new Your dreams won’t come true And no one believes in you Oh yeah That’s right Uh huh That’s right Babe I’m like Van Gogh I’ll die before You know My name And you know I probably can’t have any kids cause estradiol killed all my testicle squids So these stupid little songs I made in my head Will be all that’s left when I've joined the dead And I’m hoping after that day When I’m gone some people can say "Hey this girl she had some pretty good tunes I really like that album calling all balloons it’s a shame that we never got see her live Cause she developed diabetes and she probably died" And I try to mentally prepare To die in financial despair While I stare in awe at my artistic friends And watch as their careers slowly start to ascend And They’re making connections all over L.A. With a confidence I couldn’t even try to convey In the land of milk and honey I’m allergic to making money Oh yeah That’s right Uh huh That’s right Babe I’m like Van Gogh I’ll die before You know My name
5.
Sirens 04:52
Hear her heartbeat slowly (Sirens sirens) Her hair pours down like honey (Sirens sirens) Now I’m lost in a fantasy Of a love that cannot be It’s drowning me Darling in the end we die alone But I need you by my side until I go Now it ain’t much but for what it’s worth You made me feel less lonely here on earth I still remember getting stoned that night Coming out in your car under the moonlight Though I try to resist it I will always fall For your beautifully violent sirens call Though I try to resist it I will always fall For your beautifully violent sirens song Lost in silent admiration (Sirens sirens) Sabotaging salvation (Sirens sirens) Only sailors know Underwater, undertow There are no, no, no, no heroes
6.
Alien Girl 02:24
Like a long forgotten letter Or ashes dissolved at sea I was born to be invisible No roots support my tree When your abandon by a history That’s been destined to repeat For a million others like me We’re our family’s blackest sheep Cause I’m an alien girl Drifting through this overwhelming world Oooh I‘ve wandered through the years And I’ve met folks I hold dear But when I think of you Mother I remember I’m alone I am a ghost And although it’s unlikely Our paths could cross again And you’d have a weird new daughter And I’d have a disappointed friend But I worry you wouldn’t want that For you those wounds have healed So the letters that I wrote to you Will remain forever sealed Cause I’m your alien girl Isolated on this crowded world Ooooh
7.
Talk To Me 04:02
Ooh Oh it’s been three years We’re slowly moving on But I still hold back tears For the way I let things end I wanna tell you all about The stupid dream That I had last night I was working overtime Thought I heard Your voice call my name And I don’t even remember why I was angry and didn’t reply When you said your last goodbye And I love you So won’t you talk to me (Won’t you talk to me) Won’t you talk to me (Won’t you talk to me) Won’t you talk to me (Won’t you talk to me) Won’t you talk to me (Won’t you talk to me) And let me say goodbye Cause I can’t describe this pain It’s driving me insane Ooh run, run away, run away little deer Dash to the edges of the final frontier What’s coursing through your veins Counteracts the fear And you’ll need a lot more To survive in here Looming through the shadows Something’s fading to black A mysterious figure Following your tracks And it’s only a matter of time Look i’m at a loss for words And I’m haunted when the thought That you hate me reoccurs So i replay our last talk And I don’t even remember why I was angry and didn’t reply When you said your last goodbye And I love you So won’t you talk to me (Won’t you talk to me) Won’t you talk to me (Won’t you talk to me) Won’t you talk to me (Won’t you talk to me) Won’t you talk to me (Won’t you talk to me) And let me say goodbye Cause I can’t describe this pain It’s ruining my day And my therapist says it’s fine But I’m losing my fucking mind Oh Nici won’t you send me a sign And Talk to me Talk to me Talk to me Talk to me
8.
Wait! 02:02
There ain’t a thing I can say to make you wanna stay except i’m here and if you wait you will die anyway Nothing matters either way so wait Your hand’s been dealt this game moves fast don’t spend so long stuck in your past you’re feeling dumb guess what, you're wrong just breathe and hum this little song Nothing matters either way so wait (everything matters or nothing really maters) so wait (everything matters or nothing really maters) so wait (everything matters or nothing really maters) so wait
9.
I don’t wanna leave you But I can’t stay I don’t wanna leave you But I can’t stay And I try in my own way To be brave But I fall Under the weight of yesterday I don’t wanna lose you But I can’t let go I don’t wanna lose you But I can’t let go As the anchors of The past Drown us both And the angered Ocean waves Sink our boat I can’t wait to see you When my time comes I can’t wait to see you When my time comes I wanna reincarnate With a rewired brain One a little less suicidal Would be great It’s always there The call of the void That siren’s song That leads you in And the abyss begins Surrounding you And everyone that you knew When the darkness feels bright You can’t see the light And it’s not fair (When the darkness feels bright) It’s not fair (You can’t see the light) That she’s there alone Goodbye

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Album Art: photograph by reddit user u/baws1017

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released April 17, 2024

Ellie James, Amelia Little, Micaella Landers

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Racecar Racecar Los Angeles, California

Sad, fun music for sad, fun people!

Racecar Racecar is a psychedelic bedroom pop/rock band from Los Angeles, CA.

Ellie James
Amelia Little
Micaella Landers
Charlotte Waters
Sally Viloria

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